lookin....backwrds..

hello people.....
wow, exams almost over:) im so happy, its almost as if the air seems much fresher and the colours all so much brighter.... and the mere anticipation of my freedom after 2 days brings a smile to my lips every time i think about it. By the way what exactly is it between me and studies, both of us mutually dislike and do our best to avoid each other. Today was my un-favouritest paper financial management. The paper was just out of the world and i actually had to read it twice to believe that somebody could set such a pain to the senses. It was a perfect weapon of torture. I did all kinds of experiments with the answer but i have this feeling that proffesor malhotra would not approve of innovation. Anyways all said and done after the exavem was over the relief visible on all the faces was visible. It was as if we had just given the best exam of our lives.Ten minutes arter the paper we were back to our normal funny selves
Which leads me to wonder.... isnt life so transient? Our greatest sorrows and greatest happiness of our past lives look so ordinary now that we think of it. Remember the first time i rode a bycycle, my first poem, first prize..... oh and yes first time i cooked. I remember how my dad ate the half burnt food with such pure contentment on his face. I will never forget the feeling of elation inside me as if i owned the world. Then there was also my first rejection letter, first red mark on my paper also......my first heartbreak. I had cried as if i would die the next day. And now that i think of it i laugh at both memories. Time is such a great equalizer.... wrapping up every memory in rose pink leaves of nostalgia. All that i believe in now, every feeling, every achievement that i am so passionate about now, this surge of emotion, would this too become pressed flowers which i would fondly caress after ten years?
my first blog in blogger dedicated to the person who created this account for me. Thank you nams..