a little noise...

Its an old story with me... Sometimes i am outside taking a walk, trying to mentally sort things out, only to find that my mind is also in constant purposeless motion like my legs. Dont know where i wanted to go, maybe i had known once but the fog is really so thick in december , that i cant find my way now. I want to do something but dont know what it is so i read a few books and then pass a few exams too.......But that didnt make me happy. I tried to think but i wasnt really good at it and i kept on hearing a thumping noise which bothered me.

I was jst becoming sad cause i had no idea from where the answers would come from when i saw the bright cherub- the one who lives in my heart and oh- so -very rarely makes her appearence in my mind sometimes. I asked " cherub cant you stop this thumping noise so that i can figure out where i am supposed to be?" She only laughed " silly girl....... dont u know thats the sound of your own beating heart" listen to it... it will take you home.
But my heart is where my home is, or was it the other way round? i wonder........