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Wednesday, September 7, 2011

longest post ever...uff...:)


Except for a brief appearance in Feb (due to excessive happiness attack caused by generous consumption of chocolate) I have been mostly out of bloggerworld in the past one year... There are many reasons for this disappearance but to sum up ... the elusive creature called life showed me her most unpleasant face. I was devastated, frustrated, angry, moody, irritable and spent most of my time sulking away and snapping at anybody who dared approach me. I had always believed nothing much could go wrong in my charmed existence and when it did I reacted pretty much like a little girl who didn’t get the latest version of the Barbie..... ( Sulk, sulk, sulk) I almost gave up all my favorite things... shopping..Reading...blogging....laughing in an unorganized vendetta against the world. I kept on wishing that I could change the past not realizing that the past has already changed me....Time however has a way of healing the worst scars and here I am a better, brighter, wiser and happier me. Well along with the invaluable contribution of Mr. Time there are a few other people I need to appreciate here.... the problem is most of them do not blog and will be subsequently emotionally blackmailed into reading this.... :) Here goes...
@ Debanjan Niyogi thank you for the counseling sessions , the much needed advice( even though I snapped at that ), for being there at the worst phase of my life. I know I have directed some of my worst tantrums at you.. will never be able to express how much I appreciate your sudden presence in my life...... oh and before I forget thanks for feeding me so many chocolates :)
@ Namrata Srivastava thank you for inspiring me to start blogging again. I promise my next post will be about "Purple". Those telephonic and electronic pep talks really helped.. Please start writing your book real soon.
@ Tapapriya Lahiri thank you for inspiring me to start shopping again. Only you know how incomplete I am without junk jewellery :) jokes apart thanks for being such a good friend and asking so few questions and helping me in some good therapeutic bitching.
@ Gincy S.G Thank you for coming here... it was a real treat and an amazing moral booster. am real sorry for missing ur wedding (appreciate ur understanding d reason) and promise to be ur bridesmaid should u get married again :P :p
@Debarshi Ray Thank you for coping with my periodic disappearing act and still being friends with me. Also I appreciate that u ask very few questions and need to be told so less. Am sorry I missed Ur wedding too and promise to come and eat chai biscuit as decided.
@Teddy Pathak thanks for cooking for me, making me cook, listening to all my pent up crap and letting me use ur pretty house as my haven. I miss working with u and eating ur lunch :(
@Supriyo Dey thank you for understanding me truly as I am. Always.
@Poushali Mukherjee, Samadrita Mukherjee, Sneha Banerjee.... my lovely sisters who encouraged me not to give in to pressure. And I didn’t, didn’t, DIDNT :)
@ Face book thank u... thank u... thank u... and u needn’t be told y..
@ Arjun Narayanan Yesterdays conversation triggered off this post as you made me realize how incomplete people like us are without the written word. Again please start writing . You are meant for it..

Love u all....will be back soon :)

Thursday, April 14, 2011

14th april

hello world.....

This is the acceptance speech. The end of anger and denial. I accept that you and I will never be the same again. That while those days will live in my mind forever, they're over. I hate it. But I accept it. And I'm moving on now.....

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

peek-a-boo :)

Here i come again...desk stacked with a pile of papers, a horde of unwritten mails , a to- do list as long as my parrot green gypsy skirt and a perpetually disobedient mind. Well i guess this happens to the most constant and prudent of us sometimes..... but today "the other side of me" has absolutely decided to play truant. I keep on surfing irrelevant sites and giggling at all my collegues who are constantly giving me disapproving looks.
Hmmm.... lets see what would i have done today if not compelled to sit in this place for my daily bread and chocolate :)
1) Take a bus to some unknown destination with a W.H Auden book and listen to Green Day.. "Wake me up when September ends"
2) Happily consume a sizzling brownie with hot chocolate sauce oblivious to upcoming baby-fat attack.
3) Watch the sunrise... i know its not possible at 11.15 am but what the heck.... to watch the sunrise.
4) Braid my hair with yellow flowers
5) Sit near a huge fountain somewhere where the spray hits my eyes and feed pigeons.... ummm white pigeons...
I absolutely have to start working now... reality beckons.